it seems like thousand years already i didn't write anything yet
my life has changed
im growing up soo fast
Alhamdulillah cause Allah still gave me time and chances to live again
and change to be a better person
career? getting better, much more better
there's a lot of opportunities to build up my inner self,confidence,self-trust and credibility
i get it
it turns out that
i need to learn all of them from the single and first step
i met new friends
one of them is a guy
he is a good friend of mine
always help me through a lot of stuffs
when i say stuffs i meant
work, personal and etc
nothing more than that
thanks for your time bro! :)
i always put them as first
they are all good and healthy
Ya Allah, almighty
let them live longer to see me successful and have a grand kids for my mom
last but always, not least
do love myself first
do not loose hope to Allah
avoid to put any hopes on humans
mends the broken and fragile heart
27 October 2016
13 February 2016
27 January 2016
22 January 2016
need his compass right now
want to know how could I survive with all the plans that I've done last month
do I do the right choice?
do I need to wait?
should I just moving on?
how long I can be sustained?
do I must to catch every single opportunities comes to my eyes?
do people see what I'm trying to sell?
do people willing to listen on what I'm trying to tell?
I need his compass
to know where my heart should go
where should I navigate my capabilities
where should I land
who should I believe
I wonder how dysfunctional I am
if the compass is real and could direct us to where we should be